I am a new man. As at yesterday. 13/06/08

 

Over here in Germany now, typing using a german keyboard. I´ll be back in sg on the 16th, with my b day two days away.. and boy you BET i got tons of stuff to do on that day. I got this meeting in the morn, and this real important interview in the afternoon(it was the second time they postponed it? and it nicely hit my birthday) And then, ima hang out with the homies hopefully or what. I dun wanna be alone on my b day man. All other birthdays can. But NOT this one haha

 

I reached germany on the 7th, and had lots of time to think everything through about the goals i had in poly and what i wanted to accomplish, and of course girls and blah. Had nice quiet time by myself with barely anyone disturbing. Although every now and then i keep thing about my various committments in church, yfc and my tkd training and fitness. I also thought about my friends, miss them a bit, poly sec school clan and all that. But oh well, thanks god everything seems so clear now.

 

You know i was reading my blog, over here in germany and, i was surprised, it entertained me quite a bit. However, it gave me a negative impression about myself. (hhaa yeah like wth)

 

Yes, i found my entries very interesting, and laughable. But i found some parts a bit kinda boyish. I´ll spare myself along with everyone reading this blog on the definition of that but you should get the idea.

 

Ok gotta run now!

Welcome the new mark!

Hey there, hows everyone?

 

last wed my parents went overseas, along with my siblings and my maid. I found myself stuck at home with unlimited curfew hours,

tons of cash, and much freedom.  WHo would forget? the household chores, grocery shopping... ahhhhhh

 

I never felt lonely, before, at all. Until my frnd said that i would be needing as much company as possible.....  The moment i went

home, i felt lonely. Oh man. Eating all your meals by yourself, i didn't exactly want to do that. Sooooooooo  I called upon the great

St Andrews guys, my homie "gang". Well, i found out that bert boy had as many CCAs as me? which was like 5?(including external)

And dhin had his gf to attend to. (girls over bros, bros over hoes)   thank god he lent he his "wife"

 

During dinner, bumped into wilson from tkd. Went for zone 5's tkd training,Had dinner with sherman klyne after jogging on sunday

(all part of our great effort to train for tkd comp) And on sunday, dhin came over for church as usual, his zip was open as usual, and

i nicely broadcasted the great message to everyone as usual. Everything was fun until yesterday.

 

I swear i hated emo dudes until yesterday. Dhin was talking about his gf, Evan was telling me about his gal and ah i felt really happy

for them. But somehow it just points back to me. When people ask me if i have a stead. Firstly, they don't ask anyone but me, secondly,

i am the only guy in the gang not to have a stead, LASTLY, EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS THE FIRST TO GET ONE.(literally)

 

Yeah, and when i tell them that i have no gf, they'll give me the "you're wearing yr underwear on the outside" "look". Its always me

sia... Maybe i was lonely in that sense? was I? I'm usually too proud to admit anything like that. Man, valentines was bad enough,

hopefully i won't spend my birthday "alone".