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5月29日 Tell me whyWhat are we doing here?
Huh?
What are YOU doing here?
I don't know.
You shouldn't have come to this place, you could have done so much better
Yeah I know, I regretted it.
Its the biggest joke of all time, and I still don't get it why
Then why are you like that? Haven't you learnt, anything?
I don't know.
How hard do you have to hit the ground before you learn?
I don't know.
This is what I mean by hopelessness.
I have already given up. Is there any light ahead?
JAKEs. This is so stupid. I mean seriously, you should have treasured
You don't get it, no one understands
I told you already
I'm lost. And I don't regret what happened. I still believe. I had to go through it
To hell with it
5月5日 CCAlessnessJust about this time last year I was about the busiest man alive! hahar Dpa had ended and I was already in a CCA, CSC(community service club). Then I joined Judo and Rugby(contact). And... I was already in an external CCA, YFC in both the flying and the CCA side. And.......(again) not to mention my awesome favourite pastime, I am also in Taekwondo, 7 years and counting.
But now, I have already left my 3 poly CCAs and I havent been going for tkd training since january. Gosh I have like 100% no form of excercise. Recently I went for badminton tryouts in TP, failed miserably. I went there learning that there was apparently a pro and cool way of PLAYING badminton. Lol ok like wth. Well this was the best of the best. Then, I joined track. I figured I probably had the build for this kinda thing? Tall thin and light. But no, it didnt change the fact that I didnt like any of the CCAs I joined this year.
It wasn't as physical as I hoped for? Hard to explain, less hardcore less aggressive and blah. Like imagine taekwondo, fight or sparr to see who's the best and it involves inflicting strikes on another person. And when you train, its to training to be the fittest fastest strongest and the most intimidating player. So I mean I really have no passion for badminton and track and field. Yeah, I'm in track. The people there are great and really nice, they emphasize on sportsmanship and character, lesser on competiveness. This is something I feel I should learn. And hopefully I'll stay on to at least have a "life" in poly and not be CCAless, make some great friends and HAVE A FORM OF EXCERCISE hahaha |
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