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February 27 Dead RoseAwesome, I cant believe how great I feel. Am I on drugs or smth? caffeine sugar adrenaline gosh. You know back a few days during the exams I was feeling so high. 20 mins before the paper everyone was like soooo damn tensed and i was like... "I'M FEELING HIGH WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO" Lol, he looked infront of me and from head to toe.. "Mark, wtf" ok
Ye and I'm over Cocaine
 25.2.09To those that know what it means. First time in a long time I boarded the bus, my dpa frnd happened to be taking the same trip. And there was this girl staring at me. It happens to me a third of a time. But surprisingly I got that feeling like, "omg she;s staring". you know that feeling that is supposed to get you a lil excited. Yeah, It has been happening, but I havent felt that way for like a few months. It just felt different? and good
I mean staring is no big deal, everyone gets it andit doesnt mean that your good looking, its just bored people staring around or people staring at you coz they thought you looked at them or smth. haha
I just wonder when am I going to feel the way I felt when I was "on cocaine"? I probably made a few girls jealous taking cocaine instead. I never meant that? Its just so fucked. Take care everyone( I mean it )
Lets hang out till midnight again
Mark- February 14 Save it for America's SuiteheartsThis year started this jan, stuff happened. It was only then did i realise how important a guy's ego was. My friends were really really putting in good words for me, you could see some knew what happened but they just all acted like nth did. I can say I never really deserved such a high "status" or what so ever. Strings were pulled and the red sea parted just for me, and of course I was carrying more then just myself. No one even came close to where I did, and like I said there were people who deserved it more than me. Yes, when it happened I told only my close friends. I cried that day, and on one of the nights. Unimaginable. I feel so... I dont know, normal? ordinary? It feels pathetic, but good at the same time
OK WELL THIS WEEK I'VE BEEN GOING OUT TOOOO OFTEN. wed night, my friends waited 2 hours for me? went over to sakae sushi and I went around looking for hazelnut latte(it rocks lol, i had a dream about it). Coffee bean makes me happy :) thurs night went out with the legendary homies. dhin kinda rekindled back, bert had a date and i was the same as usual.. First time i nearly gave into peer pressure. I was on the verge of snapping lol. But in the end i didnt, whats the point? she isnt the one i love. Not exactly the homies that forced me or anything, in the endthey were against it,I just felt so lonely.
YA and what happened today? I woke up looking really horrid(it happens every valentines, including last year) I went over to SU and gosh i knew i couldnt avoid it. Yeah, brought back memories. My friends were with me. Yeah, I was starring at it like/.... dunno what. I mean i dont even stare at girls like that. Got some stuff settled and kinda decided to pull something daring off in the long runlol. A gamble between arrogance and losing face. HAHA! im in it for the kicks. Well i got the resources to pull it off.
And oh ya! last night, which was fri night i met Ron and his gf, had a lil chat and gosh while we were talking his gf was like observing us lol, she looked so adorable. DONT TELL HIM I SAID THAT. Sweet and feminine. Blush. Yes and the same night, had a chat over dinner with with juniors and friends. Im just under the impression im not as nice as last year.
have a good day everyone!!
bird boy's gf is soo gonna bloom like a flower
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